A much needed place for honesty in my daily life of being a mom.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

My heart is sad...

Today was one of those days when I really needed a break away from my kids. Even my husband was getting on my last nerve. Let me explain...

I really want to have a fourth child but my spouse is not at all interested and I find myself wanting to be away from him right now. How do you tell the person you love most in this world, my husband, that you are not sure you can stay married to him because you are miserable all the time and all you want is a tiny baby?" I love my life most of the time, don't get me wrong, I really do not want to be selfish but my heart feels incomplete without another baby. Woe is me...


The problem from his standpoint, which is a good one, is that we do not have the finances or even space for another baby. Someone please explain this to my heart.